Ari Fitri Margaretha Keliat

i just wanna share a little about my last birthday in 2 day ago (28 march 2013). it is a simple day and i like it. but i am not spirite to celebrate it  because you know that it is "easter" and it is mean that it is a day when  my Lord Jesus Christ was died.  really i hate that!!  and  moreover that now i am 20 old  i am so old that i think and i can not give something special for my parents and my family  i hate too if my behavior like the last time "childh" i stil remember that when i was junior high school with my lovely friends,  i always said them to be mature woman  and i am very like the boy if he was mature more than me but what happen now?? they  are so far to leave me now. they grow into a mature and adult human is not like I am now. I was too busy with the past that is not clear and a waste of my time. i hete if they grow on me  because the last they are just a group of child ...

okk guys, i will share you about my bad felling now in my life and my world with them in my around. actually i hate that !1! !Tell my story and share my feeling like this . But my mind is so full and i get "GALAU" if Indonesian called that. before tht look the picture it's mean me now . . gakk tau apa yang dirasakan hati saat ini  semua seakan menyiksa hati dan semua perasaanku di kehidupanku. Terlalu banyak hal  yang begitu jadie beban dalam kehidupanku.  Entah soal pertemanan yang berliku ataupun perasaan cinta yang selalu berujung perih seperti ini. kadang aku berpikir untuk lari sama halnya seperti yang aku lakukan terlebih  dahulu tapi aku juga takut itu akan semakin melukai perasaanku. Saat ini begitu banyak hal yang mampu membuatku semakind terpojok dalam  pergaulan ynag tidak sehat di sekitar lingkunganku tapi aku tahu aku tidak boleh terlalu  larut dalam dunia gelap itu . Saat ini aku butuh yang benar-benar...