Jumat, 09 Februari 2018

this is me , Kesha ???

Hollaaaa.......

Welcome back,
this my new display in my blog setidaknya agak sedikit lebih gak alay lah yah dari pada kemarin yang tampilannya masi kelitan banget anak-anak ga jelasnya ^^

jadi now much better lah iya kan....

mau cerita tapi bingung mau cerita apa yang pasti saat ini bawaannya pengen nulis aja, nulis sampah-sampah ga jelas gini lah yah setidaknya hargai dunkz  iya kan #tepokjidat.

oh kayaknya aku bakal share lirik lagu aja deh yah kebetulan banget gue lagi suka banget ama ini lagu serasa gimana gtuuuu

            This is me 


I'm not a stranger to the dark
"Hide away, " they say
"'Cause we don't want your broken parts"
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
"Run away, " they say
"No one will love you as you are"
But I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in
We are bursting through the barricades
And reaching for the sun (we are warriors)
Yeah, that's what we've become
I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious!
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
This is me
Oh-oh-oh-oh
And I know that I deserve your love
Oh-oh-oh-oh
'Cause there's nothing I'm not worthy of
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
This is brave, this is bruised
This is who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come (look out 'cause here I come)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
whenever the world's gone
Whenever the world's gone
In the depths of my heart
Oh, oh, oh, this is me
pertama sih tau Kesha tuh dari baca wattpad kok lagunya keren gtu iya kan jadi kepo deh siapa yang nyanyiin, sebelumnya  bukan lagu ini sih yang gue baca di wattpad tuh tapi this the one my fav song buat saat ini lah. 
nih gue bagi sekilas info tentang Kesha yah walau gue sebenarnya copot dari sumber internet lainnya tapi bole lah yah
 Kesha Rose Sebert atau dikenal dengan Kesha merupakan seorang penyanyi berkebangsaan Amerika Serikat. Dia menjadi terkenal saat menyanyikan lagu utamanya yang berjudul Tik Tok pada tahun 2009. Dia dilahirkan di Los Angeles.

Born in Los Angeles, California, USA
Birth NameKesha Rose Sebert
NicknamesK-Money
Ke-Dollarsign-Ha

Synopsis

Kesha was born on March 1, 1987, in Los Angeles, California. Her big break came from an uncredited and unpaid cameo on rapper Flo Rida's 2009 No. 1 hit "Right Round." Soon after, she landed a record contact with RCA and released her first single, "Tik Tok." The party anthem developed quite a following. Her debut album, Animal, reached the top of the charts after its release in January 2010. Her second album, Warrior, was released in 2012. In 2014, Kesha began her legal battle with producer Dr. Luke over charges that he allegedly sexually assaulted and harassed her.

Early Life

Singer and songwriter Kesha was born Kesha Rose Sebert on March 1, 1987, in Los Angeles, California. She was exposed to music at an early age through her mother Pebe, a songwriter. Her mother's biggest songwriting success was "Old Flames Can't Hold a Candle to You," which was a hit for Joe Sun and Dolly Parton.
The first few years of Kesha's life were a struggle for her family. Her mother had difficulty earning enough to support Kesha and her older brother. "We were on welfare and food stamps," the artist explained on her website. "One of my first memories is my mom telling me, 'If you want something, just take it.'" When she was 4, Kesha moved to Nashville with her family, where her mother had landed a songwriting contract.
Sometimes tagging along with her mother, Kesha spent a lot of time in recording studios during her early adolescence. Her mother encouraged her interest in singing, allowing Kesha to work on some of her song demos. Kesha also went to a music school, where she learned about songwriting. Deep in the heart of the country music scene, she was inspired by the likes of Johnny Cash and Patsy Cline.

Pursuing a Career in Music

At 17, Kesha left high school to pursue a music career. She changed her name to Kesha and moved to Los Angeles to work with producer Dr. Luke, who had worked on hit singles for Katy Perry and Kelly Clarkson among others. "I thought her voice was distinctive, and I fell in love with her personality," Dr. Luke explained to Entertainment Weekly. "She had the same sass and irreverence she has now."
Kesha was determined to break into the business. According to one story, she paid off a gardener to get inside music legend Prince's house to leave one of her demos for him. She landed a few gigs as a back-up vocalist as well, performing on songs by Britney Spears and Paris Hilton. But her big break came from an uncredited and unpaid cameo on rapper Flo Rida's 2009 No. 1 hit "Right Round." She told Allure magazine that she wasn't upset about not receiving any payment for the song. "You have to pay your dues," she explained.

Commercial Breakthrough

Soon after her work with Flo Rida, Kesha landed a record contact with RCA. She released her first single, "Tik Tok," later that year. The party anthem developed quite a following, soon becoming one of the most downloaded songs in America, and then reaching the top of the Billboard pop charts in January 2010.
Because she has attracted many young fans, Kesha has been criticized for some of her lyrics, especially those focused on drinking and alcohol. "I'm not a babysitter," the singer said. "It's their parents' responsibility to take care of them." For Kesha, her life provides much of the inspiration for her songs. "I'll go out with my friends and get rowdy . . . I'm not sorry, and I will write about it."
Her debut album, Animal, reached the top of the charts after its release in January 2010. In addition to "Tik Tok," Kesha scored two more Top 10 hits: "Blah Blah Blah" and "Your Love Is My Drug." Accompany this work was the extended play release Cannibal. She followed up her initial success with 2012's Warrior, which featured the single "Die Young." A companion extended work, Deconstructed, was released in 2013.

Ongoing Legal Battle

Kesha experienced some personal challenges during 2014. In January, she sought treatment for an eating disorder. Kesha, later that year, filed a lawsuit against producer Dr. Luke, stating that he sexually harassed and assaulted her among other claims. Dr. Luke, in turn, has sued Kesha and her mother for defamation.
During this difficult time, Kesha has received support from other artists, including Adele and Lady Gaga. Taylor Swift even donated $250,000 to the young singer after a February 2016 court decision that refused to grant Kesha an injunction that would have freed her from her contract to Dr. Luke's label at Sony Music.
While the court denied Kesha's request, it is apparent that Sony Music has been trying to fix the situation. A lawyer for Sony Music told the New York Times that “Sony has made it possible for Kesha to record without any connection, involvement or interaction with Luke whatsoever, but Sony is not in a position to terminate the contractual relationship between Luke and Kesha.”


sumber : https://www.biography.com/people/kesha-562676


Personal Quotes (96)

I do think I have a rebellious, metal-loving rock chick inside of me.

You don't have to carry a designer bag that costs more than a car to look cool.

Every weird thing about you is beautiful and makes life interesting.

You have to have a sense of humor about life to get through it.

Be yourself. Unapologetically.

I just like playing with makeup and clothes - so I really don't feel like there are rules, and if there are rules, then I think it's up to you to break them.

I like vintage a lot.

I love country music, blues, and punk, and one day I might make those kinds of records.

My band and I, we cover our bodies in hairspray and glitter. We use the hairspray to make sure the glitter sticks.

I hope to bring much more attention to important issues and change for issues and practices that are harming animals.

I love wearing the exact same thing all the time because I think it makes you like a cartoon character. They always wear the same outfit and everybody always remembers them for it, so I feel like I should do the same thing
.
I'm not saying I'm the perfect role model. But I'm honest. Period.

When you're around me, you're going to get glitter on you.

I am so not a proper, good female. I can't dance in high heels and I'm just so not girly, but then I see these men with these banging bodies, dancing in heels, singing, and having so much fun with so much make-up on. That makes me honestly want to be a better woman.

I just think that gay men have much better taste than any straight man I have met. I have never gotten any grief about having a good time, being unapologetic, and irreverent from a gay man.

I think people need to have fun with whatever they're doing - makeup, their clothes, music, live shows - anything you don't need to take too seriously, don't take too seriously.

I deal with haters on a daily basis.

I understand I'm supposed to be feminine and dainty, but I'm not. There are two sides to the coin. People are more impressed with things that I do because they almost treat you as if you're handicapped if you're a woman... people can be impressed that I can play a few chords on the guitar.
I want a pig. I want a pig on a leash. A baby pig on a leash.
Glitter is my makeup of choice.

I don't get embarrassed.

I want to reconnect to my animal life.

I believe in karma, and I believe if you put out positive vibes to everybody, that's all you're going to get back.

Of course there are certain things that get to me, but I try and lead by example and show people that, especially with haters, that you should just ignore them.

I could party in a cardboard box with people who are funny and don't care. For me, it's really about who I surround myself with, so I just try to always be with hilarious people.

Just because I'm sassy and have a mouth on me doesn't mean I'm coming from a negative place.
I think if you are going to be a singer, you should sing. If you are going to be a dancer, you should dance. If you are going to do a combination of the two, you should make it very clear when you are singing and very clear when you are dancing.

I am a huge fan of the transgender community.

I can't walk in high heels, never mind dance in them.

I do destroy men on a weekly basis. It's like a hobby. I'm like a praying mantis.

I do have a stylist who helps me shop, because I don't have time to shop.

I do love country music.

I don't want young people to think they can't make a difference because they don't have money.

I embrace the imperfections and celebrate them.

I have haters. I have so many haters.

I have rock 'n' roll pumping through my veins.

I love creepy old dudes. I love that they have so much self-confidence, despite having no evidence whatsoever to back it up.

You really can't stereotype people or put them in boxes, it's unfair.

A friend of mine has a big farm in the desert, and she picks up feathers and roadkill for me, then makes it into clothes. I think it's cool to wear roadkill. If I died and somebody wanted to wear my teeth around their neck to VMAs, I'd feel honored.

All men that date me have to know that their name may end up in a pop song.

Eventually, I would love to be on my deathbed and looked at as an icon. Right now I'm still at the baby stages of my career. But that is the goal.

Everything I write is based on something I've personally experienced, or things that my friends have experienced that I just find horribly entertaining.

I never want to be pretentious.

I'm a singer and a writer first. I started to rap by accident, being playful.

I'm not saying I look cool, but every single time I go onstage, it is a fail if I don't feel like I'm going to pass out at least twice.

I'm really fun. I'm ridiculously fun. I hope I'm infectiously fun.

I'm writing constantly about all my crazy experiences across the world, so I have a lot of music I've already written.

I don't want to treat my fans like they are stupid.

I don't wear a lot of high heels.

I grew up in the Bible Belt and I made my own clothes and dyed my hair purple. Nobody ever knew what to do with me.

I know that I can sing. That's the reason I started playing music when I was twelve years old.
I love it when people send me body parts.

I've always been loud and obnoxious and sneaking my way into things, and so I feel like I've snuck my way onto the Lollapalooza lineup, and I'm going to sneak my way into whatever else I get to do.

It can bum you out when your intentions aren't, like, translated properly.

It's about time that society accepts people for who they are.

Society has taught us to suppress certain things and not do certain things.

What I'm doing is art - it's low-brow art but there's a magic in that.

I plan on making a lot more records, and hopefully one of them will be Grammy worthy.
I played saxophone and trumpet. Pretty nerdy.

I put on the best live show, the absolute best live show I can possibly can.

I think I am really irreverent and I pretty much just talk to and about men the way men talk to and about women.

I think people should give in to what they feel like doing at the time and be a raw animal.
I do my laundry on a weekly basis.

I don't go to clubs.

I don't have the best body in the world, but I know for a fact that I have a really good voice.
I don't really plan what comes out of my mouth, and that's what makes most of my lyrics entertaining.
I think there's a good pop song in pretty much anything.

I try to get in quiet time and book time, but really, the only time I ever get that is when I'm on an airplane - I have a fear of flying, but I actually love flying because it's the only time I can sleep, and it's the only time I get to read.

I wanted to make youthful, irreverent anthems. Parents might not get it, but kids would.
I was very studious.

My mother taught me how to write.

My makeup is usually left over from the night before.

It is so fascinating that someone can commit their whole entire lifestyle to being such a fantastic woman when I'm such a bum about it.

If you want to be a legitimate artist, it's more important what you say no to.

I've done the country, done the pop-rock, done the super-hard electro.

You're an animal, you live, maybe this one time is your lifetime - go there. Who cares what somebody else thinks?

You never know what an artist is going to create next.

Writing for somebody else is really fun 'cause I consider myself a songwriter first and foremost.
Working in this industry, I have been exposed to so many products and now realize more than ever how cruel and unnecessary animal testing is.

What I'm bringing to the pop table is that I'm not pretentious.

There is no correlation between happiness and amounts of money.

I've always been into bearded dudes.

I'm responsible.

I'm pretty sure that I was JFK in my past life.

I'm over dudes trying to look like they're in boy bands.

I'm not thuggy.

I'm just very amused by five-year-old humor.

I write about what I'm going through.

I write about stuff that happens to me, so I try to live as interesting a life as possible.

I wouldn't have a No. 1 record or song if I wasn't a hardworking person.

I went through awkward, chubby, total weirdo phases.

Sometimes it is hard to sing and dance at the same time, but I would rather be off and be real and genuine about it to my fans.


Rap in general has never been my steez, but I like it.

One fan sent me one tooth, so I made a necklace out of it. But then I found a bunch of my baby teeth, 
and started realizing I would love to wear a piece of my fans' bodies on me.

My show is a sensory assault... in a very brief manner - the show is only 25 minutes long.

My music is fun, kind of cheeky.
sumber :http://www.imdb.com/name/nm3732465/bio


kayakknya cukup deh kali ini ntar aku kepooin yang lain lagi deh, thanks buat yang udah bacaa ^^
                                                      c



                                                       ~ TathaLixiuz ~


Selasa, 23 Januari 2018

Bukan apa apa

Ada rasa sesal yang tak terelakkan
Ada rasa sakit yang tak pernah sembuh
Ada tangis yang tak akan pernah berhenti
Bahkan ada ruang gelap yang selalu menghantui

Tak perlu di pikirkan begitu dalam
Kenapa rasa itu begitu nyata adanya 
Karna awal dan akhir juga sudah ada yg menentukan

Bukan berarti tidak apa-apa
Diabaikan mungkin saja semakin terbuai
Hanya saja biarlah begitu adanya

Lalu untuk apa di pertanyakan?
Atau apakah hanya sebuah pernyataan ?
Jawaban akan selalu mempunyai makna
Tergantung siapa dan bagaimana

Kemudia untuk apa semua ini ?
Bukan sesak atau luka 
Tapi waktu dan hujan ....

Hanya itu dan untuk itu

-Tatahlixiuz-

Minggu, 07 Januari 2018

AB abu

Diantara berjuta lautan manusia
Aku berdiam dalam sepi dan duniaku
Menikmati seakam setiap alunan yang terdengar
Menguma dan menari di atas udara

Di tengah gemuruh itu aku merasa sendiri
Bukan karena aku tak ingin larut bersamanya
Hanya saja seakan tak ada tempat untukku

Bukan salah mereka ataupun keadaan
Hanya saja aku lebih terpana dalam fatamorgana
Yang sempat tercipta dan masih bersemayam dalamku

Biarlah aku begini karna saat itu
Aku tau hitam dan putih hidup ini tak akan
Pernah ada

Hitam yah hitam
Putih ya putih
Dan aku memilih abu-abu saja


-tathalixiuz-

Sabtu, 02 Desember 2017

Cuap cuap

Hello my blogger lovers,
So it long time no see u again guys.

Well, mungkin setelah ini gue bakalan aktif lagi untuk ngepost hal penting dan ga penting tapi menurut sah2 aja klo gue post toh ini punya gue kan 😂 #lemparbatu
 Sorry, bukan sok kreak sih tapi setidaknya ada yg bsa dijadikan lelucon. Gue ga tau kedepannya bakalan banyak yg singgah atau gak disni atau mungkin ada yg sekedar mampir dan paling parah lagi nyasar ke sarangnya gue ini

Whateverlah yang penting klo lo mo baca maksih tapi kalo ga peduli bodo amat dah yg penting gue cuma share doang.

Untuk memulai hari ini,
Gue bakalan share tentang  apa yah?? Gue juga bingung nih ✌️

Soalnya ini cuma sekedar cuap-cuap ga penting sih, apa pun tuh gue harap loe smua pada nikmatin lburan weekend lo sebelum balek lagi ke rutinitas itu dan itu lagi.

Anyway, ada beberapa post yg gue delete dan dan juga gue biarin aja walau tetep aja itu penting ga penting. Fyi, gue sekrang udah ga tinggal di Medan lagi ntah gimna ceritanya gue nyasar di Bali skrg.


Yapz, Bali !!!
Lo tau kan tempat yang gue berharap bakalan ngabisn sisa waktu gue disini. Sebenarnya tujuan akhir gue sih stay disni tapi berhubung udah nyampe gpplah singgah bentar klo apa ntar gue cuz ke kampung sebelah,

Mungkin ga ada yg ingat kali yah waktu tuh pernah di post gue yg tahun keberapa gitu gue pingin keliling dunia 😎 Yah namanya mimpi sah2 aja kan

Sebelum ke arah sana ada baiknya gue ngenal t4 tinggal gue dululah ya kan, well here i am now.

Tentang Bali kesan gue tetep ga berubah Bali still wonderful dan pasti penuh cerita termasuk kisah gue dini mungkin after cuap2 ga jelas ini, gue bakalan post tentang perjalanan gue nyampe di kota penuh cerita ini serta orang-orang yg gue temuin disni.

Ada yang menari dan ada yg biasa2 aja sih and
Fyi again, i am still alone !!!

Yah modal nekatlah ksana kemari buat cari pengalaman hidup mungkin habis ini gue bakal menuju kota lo, please ntar klo loe ketemu gue dan pas gue butuh makan n tumpang HELP yah 😊

Maklum bro anak rantau, duit aja ga punya modal pas2an nih

Udah dulu yah, ini pembukaan kisah gue di kota sebarang ntar tungguin kisah gue nyampe di Bali ini
See ya 😄


                                    ~TathaLixiuz~

Kamis, 16 November 2017

Shout to the Lord

My Jesus, my Saviour
Lord there is none like You
All of my days I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love
My comfort, my shelter
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship You
Shout to the Lord all the Earth, let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name
I sing for joy at the work of Your hand
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have
In You
My Jesus, my Saviour
Lord there is none like You
All of my days I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love
You're my comfort
(My comfort)
And my shelter
(My shelter)
You're my tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship You
Shout to the Lord all the Earth, let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name
I sing for joy at the work of Your hand
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have
In You
Oh shout to the Lord all the Earth, let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name
I sing for joy at the work of Your hand
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have
In You

Kamis, 09 November 2017

KISAH

bertahan tanpa harus menangis
tersenyum tanpa harus ada beban
bahagia tanpa ada noda

berpura-pura itu menyakitkan
menangis dalam diam
terluka, hampa dan rapuh
hingga masa titik itu
dalam ruang tersemput di relung hati

berakhir menjadi orang lain
menutupi setiap tetesan air mata dalam senyuman
menutupi serapat mungkin
tanpa ada mereka yang tau

lari ...
adalah cara lain yang terpikirkan
namun pertanyaannya sampai kapan
karna sejauh apapun berlari
semua sekana percuma karna
lari dari kenyataan jauh lebih menyakitkan

hai hati
apakabar hari ini ?
bertahanlah walau mungkin hanya sekeping
bahkan walau hanya serpihan debu tak berarti
bertahanlah...

waktu
berbaik hatilah biarkan sedetik untuk
menghela nafas SEBENTAR saja
hanya sedetik sudah cukup rasanya

Rabu, 08 Februari 2017

AYAH....


AYAH
Betapa aku bersyukur dan bangga Ayah
Memiliki ayah seperti engkau   . . .
Senantiasa sabar mendidik dan membimbing kami
Sungguh aku bersyukur pada Tuhan 
Engkau menjadi pemimpin keluarga dan ayah bagi kami
Hari-harimu engkau lalui begitu lelah dan letih
Demi menghidupi kami anak-anakmu  . . .
        
                        Tanpa mengenal lelah dan waktu engkau tak pernah mengeluh
Walau terkadang kami malah melukai dan menyakiti 
Perayasaan dan hatimu . . .
Mungkin terkadang engkau menangis karna 
Sikap dan tingkahku yang begitu terlalu bodoh
Tidak menghargai kerja kerasmu selama ini
Namun engkau selalu berusaha tersenyum bahagia didepanku

Ayah maaf jika aku terlalu melukaimu
Ayah maaf jika aku terlalu menjadi bebanmu
Ayah maaf atas semua kebodohanku
Ayah maaf atas semua sikap dan tingkah lakuku

Ayah aku berjanji padamu kelak akan kubanggakan engkau
Dengan keberhasilanku yang kerenamu aku bias 
Akan ku kutakan dengan bangga engkau Ayahku yang
Selalu tersenyum dan mendidik dan menyayangiku dengan kasih saying
Aku bangga Engkau adalah ayahku . . .

                                     -tathalixiuz-



*Note
actually, ini adalah puisi lama yang aku tulis sekitar tahun 2013 lalu dan ntah kenapa sekarang baru pengen publish setelah sekian tahun lamanya bahkan dia tak akan pernah melihatnya, ahhz sudahlah lupakan kesedihan ini. Well, aku tak ingat persis bagaimana saat aku menulis ini yang pasti itu terjadi di malam hari kaaknya haha... apapun itu dan terlepas Dia sudah tidak ada alagi aku hanya ingin bilang thank you cery much God cause You give me the best gift in my life, my Daddy. Now, he is with you and heaven and tell him how much i miss him and sorry if i can not to make him proud to me but i promise it will be soon. just wanna sharing with you guys my lost my dad last years on June but everything is okay now hmmm i hope so. Then, thanks to visit my blog and read my poem. luvt yu all *)

this is me , Kesha ???

Hollaaaa....... Welcome back, this my new display in my blog setidaknya agak sedikit lebih gak alay lah yah dari pada kemarin yang tampil...