my day at 28 march 2013

i just wanna share a little about my last birthday in 2 day ago (28 march 2013).

it is a simple day and i like it.

but i am not spirite to celebrate it 

because you know that it is "easter" and it is mean that it is a day when 

my Lord Jesus Christ was died. 

really i hate that!! 

and  moreover that now i am 20 old 

i am so old that i think and i can not give something special for

my parents and my family

 i hate too if my behavior like the last time "childh"

i stil remember that when i was junior high school

with my lovely friends, 

i always said them to be mature woman 

and i am very like the boy if he was mature more than me

but what happen now??

they  are so far to leave me now.

they grow into a mature and adult human is not like I am now. I was too busy with the past that is not clear and a waste of my time.

i hete if they grow on me 

because the last they are just a group of child

and no more than i.

maybe it was because I was too arrogant and selfish.

i always want to be the best from the other

and i am always to see them like the poor people.

the more mature the more I realize that I am only human.
not as I thought and I did not more of them.

now I just live in the past without thinking the future but at my age I should like to result in enough money as I target first.


but now I realize, and I'm quite familiar with this situation. I do not want to fall too deep again and I also had time to get back into a strong and independent Retha.


as I said before: "Good people will get the best and will definitely get a good result anyway"

keep spirite RETHA . .

note :  

thanks to my friend where you are who be care and alwyas remember me

and big thanks my mom and dad for the best day all my life

than To my LORD JESUS CHRIST to Your bless and Your secrifece.

love you all ^^